I’m at the point in life where, I honestly don’t give a shit about what happens to me. If I die due to over exhaustion then so be it, if I get jumped and beaten to death, alright. I really don’t care anymore. I’m not being destructive or emotional. In truth I’m starting to lack emotion. I don’t care anymore, because from experience the more I care the more stuff seems to hurt. Especially Jeffs counters, the more I care about getting hit the more it seems to hurt. Time to push forward.